The Me

I dont seek but i find but there are many things that cant be said in words or shown in actions. There are many things that are simply unaccesible to this finite logical system. Tough i'm burning day n night in the million fires, some unknown n inhumanly strong sources of inspiration forces me to strive, struggle and dash it with unimaginable strength. Cost of trust is sometimes too much. I always preferred Trust to anything else in a real n true relationship but i wasnt aware of its new infltaion affected costs in this unsatiable, completely indifferent n insensitive r-ships. My thunderous passionate horse deep inside is sometimes too adamant to give up or to give in or to think like the stray ones.

The congenital virtue which i suffer from is that i feel that nothing is insurmountable. I feel that the best, grandest, strongest, highest, truest, happiest and the unflinchable, being-in-there-at the centre attitude simply acelerates me to challenge all these n all those useless-lesser mortal.

The fascination with learning, adventure, liveliness, fun,crowd n as well as solitude, travel, and propelling ahead in 4Pi directions is programmed in my dna, guess this could be one of the sources. I experience nirvana at very high speeds, stillness in action, have a great bond with nature n universe n especially stars. Speed of my blood, speed of my thoughts, intensity of my love, romanticism,n passion n the fire that cleanses me while playing sports all of these simply obey Uncertainity principle. But do u know why Im posting this................self-centredness..smtimes its gud:)

You Complete Me..hahaha

Of the last 28 movies i watched, DK was the best.Unlike other comic based movies, DK has evolved beyond the base concept and source and moved light years ahead. It has political, ethical, social and philosophical flavours in it without the sacrifice of the core plot.

Right from the moment you are ensconsed in your seat, till the end of the movie, you are mesmerized by this unusual story, usage of light and darkness, witty n powerful dialogues, perfect screenplay and the balance of all these.

I feel joker is the Dark and the batman is the Knight and the Harvey is the dark knight. I think now you know three main characters. Joker's excellent performance, "aha" dialogues, and his entry n exit, and his peculiarity have greatly eclispsed batman. It is all about possible vs probable. It is about unstoppbale force vs immovable object. It is about commitemnts vs
opportunism. It is a story about balancing sensitivity and sensibility.Joker wants to prove that even good n ethical men, when they are pushed to emotional limits, they would turn into soul-less, unetical and wicked men.He wants to win at the ideas or thoughts level, ie the highest form of victory for him. So the prerequisite for him to win is strong and conscientious people.Whereas batman wants to prove the otherwise. In this greatest moral tug, Harvey is the fulcrum and a coin (it represents probability or a chance right!+) Harvey, the super performance, staunch professional almost ideal turns into a bad man after some point of time. This volteface is shown as he becoming "double face" (his half face gets burnt). This change makes batman weak. But he re-focusses on the assimilation of ethics, pragmatics and the true strength. He cannot/dont want to kill Joker for it is like losing and giving in or accepting that Joker's principles are real n true. At the same time he cannot let him keep creating chaos.
I'm sure that you cannnot stop associating Joker with many things in your life. I could see various things in him: government, policies, tactics, and importantly my "greatest" friend. It's too powerful a movie. One must watch this, Believe me i never write about movies or such stuff. This post is the proof that the movies keeps you hypnotized many times. It is very active movie n not good for jus fun-loving, passive a-holes. The flow of the movie, background music, usage of darkness, witty n triple entendre script with the bonus super-fast action scenes make it one of the best movies. Kudos to Joker, he deserves posthumous oscar for sure.
This is dedicated to that special person who is as efficient as Joker.

So What?

My best friend Ricci is full of pain. His grandma passed away last night and I dont know what to tell him. I love him a lot and I cant see him cry for any reason. I pray to God to give strength and courage to him to accept this.
Life, in the last three months, was beyond belief. Because of the rate of thoughts, i'm feeling that one second is long time. I'm tired of thinking! I guess even this a partial feeling and a partial thought. Life of a bull in a bear market is like.....do u know? I think I know. But my strategy is neither bullish or bearish. There are some times in life, where the momentum of your position (age, responsibilities, dependencies, time period,place) wont let you to square the force of adversities......SO WHAT? Dnt know why, i felt this poem by PURITY DEFILED(his real name is not known) would fit in here:
I no longer know if I am mad or if I'm feigning it to cover my own mediocrity
I sometimes feel like a fell wizened necromancer labouring at his pleasure performing his liturgy as one long consumed by ashes
Factory fumes nourishing the dreams of the cosmopolite Affectionate longing for white coats, auditoriums and blackboard dust Spiraling walkways, webs of concrete, bricks and mirrored glass
Like long forgotten twisted poetry gleaned from mouldy parchment Pain is always more real than bliss It's in greater supply It's the warm familiar womb in which your mind can hide As your open doors and portals Walk the paved paths to offerings Foiled predetermined neurological patterns Like paper boats bound for the drains You speak the incantations written on grey mortal walls syllables tasting like blood in your mouth You know absolution You know mortallity Reality slowly peeled layer by layer outwards to the fringe where upon the altar of forgotten deities the combustion of the self still vibrates Dark flowers thrusting their thorns up reaching where manifestations of the skies labour to fill the vacuum You seek to explain the universe with numbers Itch to fill in the final answer underlined twice Like an infant you step into the first light at dawn It's bright and bitter and sharp
I'm a survivor.Shame on you, the soul-less and the conscientious-less, fun-seeker, if you thought I'm useless, I'll be right there where the legends be,I am unbreakable, I'm Rock, going through one of the roughest times in my entire life right now,Still I got a slight smile